Channeling Doubrovsky

Humming Ode to Joie, I think. Europeans have in common all the great composers of our era: Chopin, Beethoven, Schumann, Bach, Liszt. Why did the EU choose Beethoven to represent the Union's anthem? Is this another source of debate of European non-issues? The thing I hate about Europeans is that they are judgmental and petty. Paris, France cultivates some of the worst facets of humanity imaginable. Paris is like a prostitute: fanciful embellishment on the exterior, but diseased interiorally.
I eat too fast. Saturday is a good day for me to rest, eat, sleep, restore, indulge. I am recuperating. My nails grow so fast; can't keep up. Now they have ridges in them. Ruffles have ridges. Ridges on women's nails, ridges on women's faces. Rigid behavior. Rigid control freaks. Rigid and frigid. Good God, no. Not for me. Ridges on lips get glossed with lip plumper. Ridges get polished and buffed. Gloss over that attitude.
Salty foods taste the best. Mothers and daughters dining in French cafe together. Mother has ridges, polish and fillers. Etchings of her life are buffed, zapped, injected away. Daughter complaining and gossiping, polished over young polish, no ridges. Yet rigid and judgmental. Young and judgmental. Old and forgiving. Vent, rant, bitch it out, get it out.
We are encouraged to purge out toxic thoughts and feelings. Where do they go? Out into the universe? How or where are they processed? Do they get recycled? Is it ecologically sound to recycle toxic thoughts? What can anyone benefit from reading my rants or hearing young judgmental polished women complain? I am recycling her energy right here in the cybersphere.

This "entry" today reminds me of that French Freak in NYC writing down his chaotic thoughts. Ha ha ha. Interesting because that is how our brain works. A million thoughts into one minute, no congruity, no logic, just there. Sell my purgings, too. Get rich quick. Buy big house, fancy car, help others with my own hands like shovel snow off old ladies' walkways/sidewalks. Not just write checks in the void. Void that check is going to greedy executive paper pusher people. So where are all the artists in Manhattan? Robotic job. Metro office coffee puter chit chat. How was your weekend How are you. Fine thank you. Not fine! I'm tired thank you. Tired of repetitive mind-freezing robotic life. $2 metro, responses to robotic questions. butt tired from robotic sedentary job. Walk straight home in a straight line home. Drug dealers yelling and sneaking. Where are the Dylans, the tic tac toe players, the dancers, the writers, the actors, the music players?

Earth's human composition

France is left-brained. The censor, the critic, Descartes, les Lumieres, the XVIIIth century. California is right-brained, the creative, free spirit, swinging on the edge of Western thinking. It dangles its shiny coast and looks toward Asia, the spiritual center of our planet.
Africa is primitive and hungry. Have you ever noticed that the shape of Africa is the shape of a human footprint? Some theorize that Africa is the birthplace of the human.

Mother Earth is example of ourselves. We are all her offspring.